amia

                                                              As my native land is Kerala (India) I need to write something about my place. Tomorrow the whole world is going to witness an event, the biggest women gathering in the world. Yes! we do have a Guinness world record on our credit. Its a festival "Attukal Pongala" . "Pongala" means "to boil over". Its an offering made to the Goddess who reside over the Attukal Temple, believed to be an avatar of Parvathy. This festival of pongala has a story behind it, which appears in "Chilapathikaram" written by "Elankovadikal".                                                                  Kannaki w...

                               Recently during a lecture one of my professor raised this question. " When are we old enough to die??!"    We were asked to answer it.We all started thinking really hard, trying to get  hold of the recent statistics in our mind. We arrived at conclusions like 80,85,90, etc. To our amazement our professor gave us this answer.  "We are old enough to die,at the moment we are born" which in fact was true. I pondered upon the whole event. We were mistaken at two levels of our thought. The first thing was we didn't mind to go deep into the question, and second how trivial and narrow our thoughts are.                                            This happens most of the time. Sometimes we loose some relationships due to this lack of tho...

She screamed 'Hush!'- I said 'I can't' 'you ought to'- I repeated 'Why should I' ? 'Because......! 'Yes,Because'?- She shouted 'Hush....'- I said 'Because you're not  supposed to talk'-I clarified 'Is that it? You want me to leave? May I take my leave'? Oh! No! Don't!- I screamed 'A heart without soul is an ocean without waves!' 'Wake up dear, stop daydreaming'- said mom!

                  An attempt to find myself starts from here ! It might take a long time to reach a point where i can get a trace of myself, but i will keep on searching. Need to take lessons on all aspects of surviving, moving on from my life itself. Wanted to see for myself how much i can find me! Aah ..!!  a terrible way to start a blog?  Let it be so... Because you don't learn to walk without falling down !! Here I go !!